i miss how our friendship used to be so much
it was so stupid all the stuff we used to talk about with each other, because we talked about everything. nothing to everything and all that’s in between.that’s what we used to say when people asked what we would even talk about .we had so many inside jokes and all i had to do was give you one look and you knew exactly what I was thinking.you were my best friend, i loved you with all my heart, and i never knew i could care about someone as much as i cared about you. never in my life had i stayed up till 2 in the morning just talking with someone. i’ve never felt so comfortable with anyone in my life. i was finally me. i knew who i was. now everything is different. you have her and i have no one. you always say you’re there for me always but you aren’t and i understand that you get busy but it just sucks to come home everyday and just feel so trapped with no way out and no place to call home anymore. now i feel like i’ve told you too much. i wish things didn’t change as much as they did. i would do anything to go back to two septembers ago and do it all over again and tell you everything i didn’t say. i hope you still read my letter because that’s still how i feel.